The following case summary and reflection serves to introduce the fundamental issues and themes of the homeopathic remedy Cygnus X-1 (Black Hole). The remedy was proved in 2010 by Jason-Aeric Huenecke. Documents related to the proving are available at: https://www.thefieldprovings.org/lux-foraminis-nigris-proving
Case summary:
“I’m coming to you because of a constant irritation I’m feeling. It’s heavy. It feels like I am about to get my period. When I have this feeling of irritation, I can feel it affecting my whole body. It’s like things are getting pulled inwards, starting from the genitals and then going up into the abdomen. It also feels sometimes like I have a UTI, but I don’t. It’s very irritating psychologically. Taken together, this all produces a feeling of restlessness, of something irritating you all the time! I need to constantly change my posture, to shift my position. Even when I sit down to watch a movie I can’t keep still, it is especially in the legs, I have to keep moving them. Until the time I lay down and go to sleep, it does not go away. I try not to move, but then the lack of comfort becomes even more intense. [Note: an intolerable sensation of things pulling inwards].
And with all of this every now and then I can hear a vrrrrrrrhhhsound, like a truck running its engine somewhere close by.
Even minor sounds can wake me up and then my mind is such that I start thinking right away. It is very difficult for me to go back to sleep. My mind starts calculating, weighing the negative against the positive in my life. [Note: slight sounds interrupting sleep. Polarity of negative vs positive].
I tend to overthink things. I am not an optimistic person. I’m drawn to the dark: dark literature, dark movies, the dark arts. It is all very interesting for me. The vastness of psychological experiences! I like very heavy movies, like those of Lars von Trier. But when I see horrific things in real life, I can’t stand it, I don’t want to hear about any kind of suffering. I feel deep, deep sorrow and devastation when I think about the suffering of others. I cannot think about the immense suffering of people, animals, or children. [Note: not optimistic, drawn to the dark].
Being confronted with suffering is a very dark experience for me. It makes me feel totally depleted. It’s like I have to get up but I can’t really. I once saw a documentary about how they are cutting forests and the orangutans are losing their habitat. When I think about that, I experience a nostalgic feeling, like something is slipping through my fingers and there’s nothing I can do about it.
To be hopeful requires a lot of resources from me. I don’t like hoping. It consumes a lot of my energy. I would rather not be hopeful, but despairing in a good way. That way there are no expectations, there is not much to lose. That is easier than hoping for something uplifting. However I am trying to have more kindness towards myself and to cultivate loving kindness to the world. Without hoping, and just being present. The question is: how to reconcile loving kindness and presence with the idea that everything will not end well? Like the Buddhists teach, suffering and the cessation of suffering, the realization that there are inevitable things that will happen and we just have to get prepared. That way I can learn to be able to enjoy existence without clinging to it.
Dreams:
I had a reoccurring dream when I was a child. A ballerina is dancing, she keeps spiraling, one turn after the other, in complete silence. The crowd starts coming from all sides, and at some point I realize that the auditorium is going to collapse. Then I feel fearful. It will be a mess, a bloody mess, there is no harmony, it’s complete havoc! As the crowd is gathering, getting closer and closer to the dancer my feeling of tension grows more intense. There is tension, an anticipation of collapse and then total havoc. [Note: this dream points directly to an important sensation and source characteristic of the remedy, I.e. spiralling out of control].
In another dream I could see two planets moving towards each other, and also two armies moving towards each other. I was in the middle of it all and I knew at some point that they would all collide. I can feel those powers sometimes. [Note: impending destruction of everything around her. Planets colliding].
The patient is asked to elaborate on “those powers”:
It is the evil gathering. It is getting stronger and consuming all of the good, all the beautiful. I can feel it in my fingers, and I lose touch with reality. It is like I fall to pieces. Disintegration. Lack of control. It is like I am losing my identity, like I’m sucked in somewhere. I can’t orient, there is a complete void, a black hole! Everything there is unfamiliar, scary, it is a horror! But it is quiet horror, which is even worse! [Note: direct identification with the source: the black hole].
This horror is something worse than death. Everything ceases, everything is destroyed, but this horror doesn’t stop. It is hard to say for sure, because I do not know what death is…[Note: the patient is speaking directly from source of the remedy in describing a force so destructive that it will persist even after it has annihilated personality, time, space, and being/existence itself].
The closest equivalent to this experience is of going into space, or suddenly realizing how much weight is pressing on the atmosphere, pressing on us here on the earth It is like you don’t have enough air to breathe, like you’re running out of air. Everything becomes unfamiliar, and the weight pressing on me feels like a hydraulic press. I know that eventually it will destroy me. Since it is me it will destroy me and then it will destroy everything because everything exists in my mind. That is the end. [Note: Supra-earthly forces which threaten total destruction. Extremely heavy pressure, compression, going into space].
I cannot stay alone at night, I need someone to be here with me. I feel a weird presence. A spirit presence. I get afraid, and am overwhelmed with an anticipation that something out of the ordinary is going to happen, that I am to see something extremely scary. [Note: total intolerance and horror of the dark].
I can’t describe this presence. When it is dark and I move close to the window, my mind automatically draws a white face. This face gets close to the window from the other side, from out of the darkness. I just don’t go there, I can’t go further than that.
When I approach the darkness, I feel there is something with me. It is oppressing. You can call it a fear of the Other. It is something of the other world, something not of this world. It can take something from me. Something dear to me, a part of me…my soul. I am worried that I can lose my mind, my sanity. I don’t know where I will end up. That would be the worst eventuality, that I would be possessed by this force, this presence.
Additional case notes: The patient was also struggled with bouts of intense and overwhelming anger, irritability and quarrelsomeness towards her husband and family. E.g. her husband would talk about conspiracies and the dire state of the world, which evoked in the patient the feeling that she was “becoming part of these dangerous delusions.”
Materia medica Excerpts, Cygnus X-1 (Black Hole):
“The entire theme of the black hole energy is the ‘Polarity of matter and energy.’ The specific sensation of a Black hole is that of an experience that one is pulling in, drawing everything around oneself into one’s own depths and in the process getting oppressed, dense and small. It is a feeling of extreme gravitational power or pull within oneself that draws anything and everything around it. It’s a feeling of being huge, magnanimous and powerful yet dark, invisible and sometimes having a negative energy” (Bahwisha & Shachindra Joshi, ‘Nosodes and Imponderables Come Alive!’ pg. 302).
“*Delusions related to threat, danger or harm
*Impending destruction of all near her
*Being possessed
*Body immaterial
*Body dissolving
*Trapped
*Point of no return
*Sucked in
*Waking from slight noise
*Unstoppable power. Overpowering. No stopping it. No end point. Spiraling out of control. Sensation of being under control.
*Predominant sensations: Pulling or drawing inward; being pulled in; being pulled down; compressed into a dense mass. Drawn to something, events, activities, thoughts.”
(Frans Vermeulen, ‘Synoptic Reference, Volume 2’ pg. 585 – 588)
Summary of central themes in the case:
*Gravitational pull / inward attraction — sensations of being pulled inward, drawn in, sucked in, compressed, or psychologically absorbed.
*Compression and immense pressure — crushing weight, density, hydraulic pressure, inability to breathe, overwhelming force pressing inward.
*Event horizon / point of no return — inevitable progression toward collapse, irreversibility, crossing a threshold from which there is no escape.
*Collapse of order into chaos — harmony giving way to disintegration, destruction, disorder, and total havoc.
*Cosmic / supra-earthly imagery — black holes, planets, space, gravity, vast cosmic forces, and universal rather than earthly perspectives.
*The void / annihilation — emptiness, abyss, nothingness, unfamiliarity, extinction of self and existence.
*Loss of self / disintegration — loss of identity, orientation, sanity, possession, dissolution, falling to pieces.
*Invisible overwhelming force — unseen presences, dark entities, oppression by an external or transcendent force beyond one’s control.
*Polarity — oscillation between opposites (hope vs. despair, good vs. evil, positive vs. negative, light vs. darkness, matter vs. energy).
*Attraction toward darkness — fascination with melancholy, tragedy, horror, and profound psychological suffering while simultaneously being overwhelmed by real-world suffering.
Patient’s response to treatment:
Cygnus X-1 Black Hole, administered in the 1M and later 10M potencies over the course of a year produced a deep and sustained constitutional improvement. The patient’s tendency to become pulled into uncontrollable and overwhelming states of fear, sorrow, conflict, and catastrophic thinking gradually resolved. Over the course of treatment the patient became calmer, less reactive, less jealous, less pessimistic, and far less prone to being emotionally consumed by interpersonal conflicts and the suffering of others. In follow-ups she repeatedly described being able to observe distressing situations and images without becoming “sucked in”: “with the remedy, I’m learning to distance myself from being sucked in…I’m learning to to be an observer rather than getting sucked in.” These expressions were a sign that the patient was developing greater equanimity, emotional equilibrium, and an acceptance of the vicissitudes of life.
The patient’s fear of darkness greatly diminished, her sleep significantly improved, the intrusive thoughts and images stopped, and she developed a balanced relationship with death, loss, and suffering while simultaneously deepening her spiritual practice. She developed a self aware relationship to her tendencies towards destabilizing sympathetic sorrow and catastrophic anticipation, which gradually ceased. Objective physical improvements—including complete resolution of her chronic irritation/pulling in sensations, increased energy and stamina, better sleep, and stabilization of menstrual irregularities —paralleled these mental and emotional changes. The patient remains completely well nearly 2 years after the start of her treatment.



